I abandoned this blog to return to my old blog..and then only posted 11 times in 2011. Huh, I wonder if there's some sort of symbolism there? Probably not. Anyway, I'd like to start posting here again, but I'm not quite ready yet. I had fallen back into old patterns, and though I feel like I'm on the right track again, I'm just not there yet. I wanted to post here as a sort of.... placeholder. I don't want my blog to suddenly disappear in a puff of smoke just before I return to it. So, until later...